Lifetime promise

2009-10-31T03:10:00.003+08:00

Hmmm...

Finally the 3x field camp throughout BSLC are finally over. I know baby was having a really hard time trying to adapt to no-phone-calls in the night before sleep. I am too suffering from "missyouneumia". Haha.

During my days of hardship and hell in the field camps, you are the only motivation i have. Whenever i think of you under the starry sky before i sleep, i feel really comforted. Each star i see always seem to represent a different you, different expression looking back at me.. It makes me feel that we are actually not far apart. "My heart got you, your heart got me", i think that's enough of the power for me to strive on.

Even though at times i might not around with you due to the NS life i'm having right now, please reassure that my heart is always with you and my mind is always full of YOU. Whenever, whereever and whatever i am, you are still the number one in me. Number one to think of, number one to miss, number one to love, baby.

Ily.

Good night. :)

2009-10-31T02:59:00.003+08:00

RAINING!

Hahaha. Have been quite sometime since i last updated right? Surprised to see me blogging at such hour? I just woke up in the middle of such a good night to sleep, having the inspiration to blog now before i forget again.

I'm here to thank my beloved GF for all the stuffs she has done for me over the 1 year 2 months ++. I really appreciate all her efforts and love shown.. though i know at times i maybe not be up to standard, but she still love me as much. hehe. I will continue to strive better and better ok? Like what you've said, "There's always room for improvemen"t." So, let's continue to work on the r/s, let me be better and better!

Photos of my beloved wife and the cookies she made over the recent weeks for me!

Ok, good night world, again. :)

2009-10-31T00:07:00.000+08:00

Let me dedicate this song just for you, baby.

Ily.

2009-10-12T09:40:00.002+08:00

Haiz.. Sian, 4 days, 3 night camp for him. Will only have calls on thursday.

Damn, I got robotic movements now. The pain is killing me! Help help. Got my right arm hurted. Can't lift my right arm. So damn hard for me to wear clothes. Sigh.. i'm so left-handed now.

On my way to sch.. =/

2009-10-05T22:44:00.002+08:00

Haiz.

I'm so bored.

B.O.R.I.N.G.

Life sucks.

2009-10-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

SIAN LA.

Because of B's little small mistake for not informing his sgt that he is on MC today, he might need to stay back in camp for some extras duties. He is so emo after hanging up the phone with his sgt. He said he gonna cry because he don't want to stay back during weekends, meaning he can't spend time with me. He said he will miss me he don't want this to happen. Haiz, see him liddat, make me so sad.

In the end, he rushed back to camp to do his duty and me, went back home. His mum even called me to comfort B.

Haiz..... hope his sgt will spare him this time =/

Haiz..... tml he will be going to his lst field camp. 2 days, 1 night. No call for me. This weekend ardy sucks as we got little time together. Sian. Really sian. I'm so emo too. UPSET!

2009-10-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

Enjoyed myself today with B!

BBQ-ing with my family. And I love the 'I love you' candle made my B. So niceee...

Also, the pictures we took!!

2009-09-29T22:25:00.002+08:00

Today is B's ippt test.

BIG PHEW! he passed!! Minimum to pass, sliver. Luckily, he got sliver if not he gonna book out on sat instead of friday!! Hooray.

He told me he was happily smiling when doing his last station, jogging because he can't believe he pass his most terrifiying station, pull-up and standing board jump and he can book out every friday to see me!

So dramatic hor?

Silly, B!!!

2009-09-28T19:59:00.003+08:00

So pissed off today because of my "lost" ATM card.

Rushing here and there with empty stomach.

Fuck day I had.

2009-09-27T22:33:00.007+08:00

Haiz. He is back to his camp.

Sort of angry.

Don't know. Perhaps, I really think too much. Stupid brain of mine. Why do I always have to think that way?!

This past few days I very cry baby keep sobbing here and there whenever I'm with him. Even just now, when sending him, I cried. The feeling is just like the time when he just went in for his BMT.

so sad... sigh.. have to re-adapt again after having 2 weeks together.

2009-09-27T22:10:00.012+08:00

Ok. Got a surprise by B.

He passed me a scapebook and a top which I wanted it so much as the early 1 year 2months gift. Love the scapebook OMG. Very niceeee!! he wrote alot of entries on the things we do together.

Aww, so nice of B, waited for me so long because I went to rebond my hair today. Poor him, sit there and stone for a very long time. Half way through, bro came by, luckily got him to accompany B to talk cock together. In the end, they keep talking non-stop. Oh ya, B, so good bought me bread and my favourite drink for me, knowing that I might be hungry :)

The rebonding was damn fucking long. In the end, I can't go my good fren, athirah suhaimi's open house haiz. So sorry to you, miss suhaimi.

Had dinner at manhattan fish market!

Ordered patty for 2.
$33.90. Very full and very expensive -.-

And finally our long waiting couple phone. E71 :)

2009-09-24T23:47:00.000+08:00

Ok.. great. He just told me that he got sliver for his IPPT. OMFG!! So cool man. After 2 weeks of enjoying life, eating good foods, he is still able to do so well for his IPPT. Even better than his BMT.

The power of love is so....

haha... :X

So he will be out tomorrow!!! no wonder he is so happy today compared to the past few days.

2009-09-23T23:26:00.006+08:00

B is so emo.

He keep complaining to me that he regretted on going in to commander school because the schedule is quite packed, lots of field camp, not really booking out on everyday friday and misses me badly.

He told me that he must get at least a sliver for his IPPT in order for him to book out on this friday. I knew he sure cmi because the other time at BMT, he just got a passed for his IPPT. Now, he's in commander school, the standard are even higher for him to get sliver. So, for this weeks, sure a nono for him to book out on friday :(

Also, he had to do a duty on next sunday which he keep whining on to me because of lesser time to be together with me as he will be booking in at 7am on sunday morning.

He keep saying he wanted to take MC to spend more time together with me. :(

Sigh....

2009-09-22T13:41:00.000+08:00

Happy for B because he got in the same company with most of his previous bunkmates and also same bunk with them.

Also, he didn't get into any of the siong company.

'J, juliet company' for him now. Sound so girly to me. Guess the training might be slack because of the name being so girly? :/

2009-09-22T13:24:00.000+08:00

Separated.

He is back to his NS and I m back to my 3 weeks more of holiday.

*cries*

2009-09-20T23:14:00.001+08:00

Went shopping and also collect my FYP noodle at pasir ris.

A kuku eating a lollipop.

*cries* tml is the last time together. :(

2009-09-19T23:38:00.000+08:00

YES! Finally did our first ever BBQ! haha.

To be truthful, this is actually the first time i'm starting the fire for BBQ. lol. I used to see my friends do it in the past, lazy ah.

Anyway, it is the best day of my POP block leave eh! Let the photos do the talkings.. hehe.

NIGHT!

Signing off,
BF

2009-09-18T22:22:00.014+08:00

Today and a few days' back. haha. Definitely photos' better than words?

BBQ TMLLLLLLLLL! ANTICIPATING!!!!! haha.

2009-09-18T01:10:00.003+08:00

POP LOH!

This means i finally got time for baby and things we wanna do. Yeap, my very own room is finally up with the design and stuffs i wanted. Although i spent a bomb on it but everything is worth it haha. Now, at least it serves like a play-room for me and baby. Privacy and room for relaxation is the best, right?!

Next up, the BBQ which baby has been planning for. We already bought the necessary stuffs needed except for the food. Okay, it's gonna be a 2-person-BBQ. haha romantic and special right? I bet we're gonna enjoy the food and talkings under the dim moonlight and against the cool sea breeze in the night! Location is somewhere near her area.. there's a good place there uh.

What's more? Hmmm, haven't completed on the Zoo visiting eh. I wanna do so asap lor but time is running out. Damn, 2 weeks of block leave is definitely not very enough for me lah. Hopefully can extend 1 week more, for me to complete and make baby happy hah. Ok, "make the best out of everything/anything". <--- I will remember that. Anyway, we got lots of couple stuffs already.

Red slippers.
Same watch (1 spoil, need re-buy).
Couple Tees.
Couple Ipod.
Couple Ipod pouch.
Couple HP (E71, i got it but baby haven't. SOON!)
Couple rings.

Maybe got more, can't recall now, sleepy. haha.

Damn, i am so going to miss her when i re-enter the army this coming Tues! =(

2009-09-12T23:01:00.004+08:00

After 2 days of ikea-ing and painting together, his room is finally up.

TATA~

A cosy and nice ambience of room for us! :P

2009-09-08T23:51:00.004+08:00

Finally, the day is here POP LOH!!

And also....

Happy 13th month together :)

Bought couple T for him and me.

In his house....

Love ya always. Finally we can spend our time together during your 2 weeks block leave!

2009-09-06T01:16:00.008+08:00

Could only type this now 'cause i was in camp for the past few days, duh?

Anyway, a very HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY to baby. I know these few days have been quite a unpleasant one generally, probably because of some factors, like tiff? Ok, maybe a really small one. But after all, i wanna let you know i care, alright? haha.

21 years old already uh, old already hor. So now, you gotta learn to be more mature and learn to take good care of yourself more than before ok? I can't be there 24/7 to take care of you so you must learn to. Yeap, i can't be there for you 24/7 but i will always be by your side till the end of life okay? heh.

Time flies, we are already 1 year together huh. Let's treasure and make our future even more beautiful aite?

One last time,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU-HU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

p/s i love you.

2009-09-02T00:41:00.006+08:00

Tomorrow will be my last paper!

and and....

I will be looking forward on BABY's POP and the holidays to be spend together! bbq, shopping, designing his room and the blah blah blah

I just can't wait for it man!

Hmmph.

hmmph, hmmph...

I just want a thing to be wrapped with wrapping paper. (Present)

Why is it so hard??

**cries**

Signing off,

2009-08-27T23:47:00.009+08:00

Love his message.

His messages never fail to make me smile :)

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very very extraordinary
E is even more than anything i adore and

LOVE is all that I can give to you

2009-08-27T23:37:00.009+08:00

Lesser calls nowadays......

me, busying on my exams

while him, busying on his army

but.......

our love never ends

♥♥♥♥

Signing off,

2009-08-23T20:00:00.008+08:00

Thanks my dearest B. Suprised by him. He passed me this today when I went to his house. No wonder, somebody yesterday, keep asking me to go sleep first. Also, went popular to buy red construction paper and marker.

Poor B, stayed up late just to do this for me :(

Toucheddd. Hope, what you said inside, is true. LOL

Nice saying,

When you BELIEVE, it will come true with FAITH

Signing off,

2009-08-21T19:32:00.004+08:00

Drank coffee.....

I'm so so so energetic again. Guess I will have to see stars tonight again. Anyway, I did it deliberately :X

Because B will be back tonight. Wanna play game with him till late night. So boost myself with coffee to keep me awake. Also, to study.

Chiong AHH! have to study study study!

Signing off,
GF

2009-08-20T19:24:00.004+08:00

Early in the morning, B called me telling me good news! Booking out on friday!

but... at 8pm. Oso can't meet! So late.

Ok. The power of coffee really make me feel so energetic. Din really sleep last night. Was staring at the celling still, at late night. Got awake by B early in the morning. :X but still, I am very energetic.

Woke up and continue studying....

Don't know why I felt that this week, every night we chatted, he always sounds so tired. O.O

Signing off,
GF

2009-08-19T22:58:00.015+08:00

Sigh...

He did his PT today. He told me he failed his standing board jump!!! The other time, he failed his PT because of the pull-up. Now, he told me he can easily do up to 8. Ok, so I thought, he sure pass his PT with no worries. Sigh, never thought this would happen :( he passed everything but his standing board jump. I din heard from him that he got problem on his standing board jump.

Sigh...

Which mean = no booking out on friday for this week
Booking out at sat cause of extra training = half day gone = lesser time for us to be together.

Monday is his final PT!! To get in sispec/OCS, you need to pass your PT! This is the reason why I am so worried for the whole day. He had only one more chance left. On the hand, what he told me was true, staying back is not really a bad thing, in this case, he can train more and get himself well prepared for monday final IP test.

He sounds so sad just now when he called me. Because, he told me that we got lesser time to be together. He wanna book out on fri so that he can spend more time with me. Makes me feel so sad also. Feel like crying.

B, doesn't matter on the time to be together. Just concentrate your training and get yourself prepared on monday. It is important for you, as it determine your path in your army

Still, I am still damn worried for his final test on monday. I wanted him to go command school badly. I know he is planning for a sign up in air force. What if he can't get in? at least, he still got a alternate choice to command school. If he fail, he will be going to be in man unit. Heard from him that it is quite siong. I don't wanna him to go that to suffer. I will be more worried like siao.

B, cheer up. Jiayou you can one.

Loves ok?

Signing off,
GF

2009-08-16T09:24:00.015+08:00

RSAF!!?

I think i'm going to sign on for the Air Force already. After the talk in the BMTC, my mind is quite set for it. Interesting job scope and i can be set for the future as well... why not?

Ok, it's only another 3 weeks to my POP! haha. I am going to execute all my plans during my 11 days block leave! Omg, busy busy.. so many things to fulfil.

I suddenly have the urge to go overseas with baby. Hmmm, Taiwan is always the number 1 choice in my head. But sigh, $$ and time, all don't have now. Probably only the next long block leave i have then we can decide on it. Want go overseas also must wait till above 21 years old ma, right baby?! haha.

I booked out on Sat 6.30pm ytd, fucking hell late right? Bo bian, commanders having half marathon today so they don't let us book out early cause we'll only be booking in on Monday night. Anyway, i'm gonna so collect my rings today! I bet baby has been waiting like mad for it also lol.

Thinking to catch a movie.. "Where got ghost?", lol saw the trailer and i think it's very the hor-medy show. Jack Neo's movie won't be scary one right? But this baby of mine scare this and that.. bth. haha.

Okayokay, i'm going to catch some shows online before making my way out to meet the pig baby. Ciaos.

P/S I LOVE BABY MANYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Signing off,

2009-08-15T20:44:00.011+08:00

Yes. You are back~

Happy happy. Of cause I'm happy! Don't always say I sound so sian leh. My love for you always so consistant. Hmmph, not like somebody.

Though I din say this before, but I wanna tell you, you are really a good bf. So good till I can't live without you :X

Best BF EVER EVER EVER!

Sorry for the demanding, as you know, things changed. You are now in army. Even if some of the thing you din do it well, I still always love you. Haha.

From the bottom of my heart, Love you always :)

Signing off,

2009-08-14T18:42:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow B will be out!

I really miss you. I always can't wait to see you during weekends. Are you feeling the same too?

Because of this, I am chionging my studies now.

Jiayou jiayou me!

Signing off,
GF

2009-08-10T18:38:00.004+08:00

Public holiday.

Back from sending him. Sigh. Not enough! Not enough! 6 days of field camp without contacting each other and we only got 2 days together. Saddd. Next week, 2 days of camp again. Damn.

Hmmph, B I don't like you to say those stuffs to me. So sad. I am really sad. :(

Haiz.....................

Signing off,

2009-08-10T17:46:00.003+08:00

BABY I LOVE YOU!

p/s just you wait!

Signing off,
BF

2009-08-10T12:47:00.006+08:00

Happy 1 year baby!

I never have time to plan anything or any surprises for you due to the limited time i have since i'm enlisted. But reassure baby, it's gonna be over in 4 weeks' time and then i'll have plenty of time to spend with you. Many many things to accomplish like..

Zoo/Night Safari
Ikea for my room
Picnic/Marina Barrage
Shopping
Movies
BBQ like how much you wanted hehe
Drive around all day long, exploring..

And, i believe there are much more things we wanna do! Let's just look forward to it alright.

Times flies eh? We have been together for 1 year already. I must say i really love every single time spent with you. You're the first ever girl that made me feel this way, so much of the happiness, love and everything i could think of. Never knew love like this could happen on me. I'm really glad to have known you and have you by my side all these while. And of course, i'm gonna have you for the rest of my life.

Right now, let's concentrate on our future. Work, make money, marriage, buy house, buy car and start a family! That's what i've been looking forward to, into a new phase of life, hand in hand with you. It may seem to be far still but come on, it's only a few more years in time to come. Don't worry, i will strive hard for the future!

Finally gotten our couple rings right but we still have to wait till this coming Sat again to get it. Argh, i thought we could get it immediately ytd but... lasering takes time.. Anyway, we still lack our couple T, phones and? Aiyo, just many many more to come. I really can't wait to get them all with you.

Also, i know sometimes the way i talk might be hurting or never go thru brain but please do take note that my love for you is always so strong ok!? I've never thought of hurting you and making you cry at all. If you cry when you miss me, that's not my fault hor lol. Sometimes i also cannot express myself well, so hor... i gotta type out to express myself better..

Okay, i should end here now because you at my house already hard to cont lol.

I LOVE YOU BABY.
I LOVE YOU BABY.
I LOVE YOU BABY.

Signing off,
BF

2009-08-09T18:23:00.008+08:00

Hoho. Both of us woke up early. Get prepared and out we went. To celebrate our belated 1 year anniversary. Went PS golden village to watch G.I. Joe.

Best part: We bought our 1 year ring ring already at couple lab! Thought we can get in a few hours time. Argh, because of the laser thingy, we only can get it 3 days later. B asked me to choose the ring ring, argh! I hate to make decision! In the end, I chose a quite unique one? B like it too. I stayed there for quite long just to choose which design we one. You know you know, I am bad at making decision. Choose until we have to rush our lunch for our movie! my fault! :(

Had our lunch at macdonald. Yummy, the seaweed fries and the double fillet. Mac = B's weird eating habit.

Oh man I love G.I. JOE! The technology is insane! Power man! Thumb up! Nice show!

Next, went bugis to shop. Bought nothing except B's watch. Headed back to his house to get my stuffs and I gonna go to my cousin's 2lst bday party. Hmmph to B! Don't wanna go with me. Cabbed there.

Had fun over there! Love chitchatting with my cousins! Love my Lye's family :)

Signing off,

2009-08-09T18:04:00.008+08:00

B booked out yesterday at 9.30pm, in the end, out at 10pm+. We thought of watching midnight movie 'GI joe' at 11.55pm. Because I can use my dad car, we might able to catch that show. Still, failed to catch it in time.

By the time B cabbed to yishun, it is already 10+pm. I drove him back to bukit gomak. Because of our 'can't wait to see each other' feeling, B wasted x2 cab fare :(

My actual plan was:

He cabbed to yishun, I drove him back to gomak to get a change
Back to yishun to watch midnight movie at 11.55pm.
Return my dad's car, take cab back to his house.
Stay over at his house.

Due to the time, we knew we are unable to watch that show on time. So I continued with my plan blindly. Send him back gomak. He bathed. Both of us were tired also. Still have to drive back yishun just to return car. Took cab for nothing to go back gomak. In the first place, if we know, we can't catch the show on time, I should ask him cab to his house and I go his house to find him and we can settle down. Sorry B, waste your money. Heartache for you :(

Reached his house at around 2-3am. So tiredddd. But, I am still happy because he is finally back to my side :)

Oh ya, handed him my presents for him! Cookies + jellies + photo frame! He love it very much!! He keep eating the cookies and the jellies I made for him! GREEDY PIG!

Signing off,

2009-08-08T19:34:00.007+08:00

Finally, I got his call.

When I hear his voice, I feel like saying 'I miss you very very much, you know?' but, tears rolled down before I could say all this. I just feel very sad.

Been crying since my friend's funeral till now. The scene is still in my mind. So hard to forget. Had double blow. Friend's funeral, B's unreturn information from camp + 1 year today.

I am so tired....

Life is unpredictable. Treasure life.

2009-08-08T07:36:00.006+08:00

I can't sleep. I keep waking up to see my phone. Forcing myself to sleep.

Hai.....

why still havent back? I am worried. Seriously worried...

B, I got alot things to tell you. WHY WHY U STILL HAVENT CALL!!? My stomach upset again. No appetite, feel like vomiting, icy legs.

Signing off,
GF

2009-08-08T00:05:00.002+08:00

All I can say now is,

Happy 1 year...

while you are still not back.

Hai...

Don't know why I just feel very sad. Very very sad....

Signing off,
GF

2009-08-07T23:23:00.004+08:00

Friday.

And, it is 11.21pm now. No calls from him. He said he will be back at fri night.

Hai...

I wait and wait. Still no have his call. Hai....

Signing off,
GF

2009-08-06T23:22:00.010+08:00

I'm sad, frustrated, stressed.

How I wish you can be here with me. Cheering me & cooling me down.

Hai...

Are you back tomorrow??

I really need you. I'm so tired in independent already...

I wanted you to be there when I fall

I wanted you to see me through it all

I wanted you to be the one I love

I wanted you, I wanted you

I wanted you to hold me in my sleep

I wanted you to show me what I need

I wanted you to know just how down deep

I wanted you, I wanted you

Signing off,

2009-08-05T19:13:00.012+08:00

I know wednesday already.

You know, I miss you very much. We had made our new record for not contacting each other for 5 days.

Everytime I think of you, I feel like crying. My life feel so empty, meaningless without you by my side.(Not trying to be mushy here) With that, I am always here to blog how I feel. Because, this is the only place that I can express my real feelings freedomly.

Hai....

I try very hard to keep myself occupied. Luckily, I'm still schooling. Friends in school always get me entertained. I feel much more cheerful. Time really passes very fast when you are schooling.

Hang out with friends in school to waste my time and keep me occupied.

What I did today:

Lunch in school
Dvd in library
IMM daiso
Westmall to buy cake
Deliver cake to his mum

During the trip to his house, my tears feel like dropping. The familiar way and now I am alone. Reached his house, nobody at home. Why my timing always so bad. Called his mum and asked her where is she. Phew, she said she is just downstair chatting with friends. She thanks me for the cake & told me about passing the keys to bao at saturday.

She said luckily caught her in time, because she gonna go westmall after that. She asked me whether wanna go eat at westmall? KFC? I told her my mum got cook. I knew she sure giving me a treat. Already had alot of treats from her!! Very paiseh already!!

Yes. ~~Bought cake for his mum~~ task completed.

Signing off,
GF

2009-08-04T22:38:00.003+08:00

Tuesday only.....

3 more days.

Sigh. Whenever I think of him, I cried. :(

Faster faster sat.

Signing off,
GF

2009-08-03T22:09:00.007+08:00

Hai....

have to get used for this week. No calls no calls. Just go and sleep. No more waiting for calls.

B called me at 4+am today. Telling me, 'I go already', 'You must take care of yourself', 'Drink more water everyday and sleep early'. I managed to 'ORH', 'You take care too' despite of awaken by him. Sigh. It is just day 1.

Wondering what is he doing now? Suffering there? Hai...

Anyway, after my practical test today, I agreed to go causeway point with athirah and rachel since we ended our lesson early. Also, to keep myself occupied. Go back home also nothing to do. Must as well go shopping with them.

Ok silly me, wasted 2 bucks on stimulator ride in the arcade, and got myself giddy and uncomfortable.

Signing off,

2009-08-02T13:06:00.014+08:00

His booking in time for today was early. Holy shit.

12pm.

A big 'Sorry' to B. I was really late. Meeting him at batok, 11am. But, at 10.40am, I'm still at yishun. Sorryyyyyy!!! I'm so worried he might be punished by his sergeant. I ran all the way to the MRT station. I got myself a uncomfortable stomach in the end, because of empty stomach -.-

He was 10min late. Luckily, he din get any scolding from his sergeant. If not, I sure damn gulity about it. Aww, during our way there, while we are having our "nice chat", my watch broke!!! Hai, that is our couple watch!!! Heart so pain. Weird, my watch side him??

Hai. Today is the last day of chatting on phone. He will be going for his 5 days, 4 nights field camp from tomorrow onwards. 5 days of hell for me without hearing his voice. Starting from tomorrow.

But, I am very happy. Because, because!! the day he is booking out, is our 'BIG DAY'. It is our 1 year anniversary :) Hehe, a good motivation for both of us while tahan-ing this 5 days. Jiayou!! I cannot cry.

Signing off,

2009-08-01T22:06:00.009+08:00

Hello world!

It's been such a long time since i last blogged i suppose? haha. I'm not even updating my own personal blog. Hmmm, probably due to the same routine of life i'm going through almost everyday, so there's nothing much for me to blog about. But, somebody's complaining about me neglecting this blog so i must come here blog a bit already lol.

Anyway, life's been quite great for me even though i'm serving the NS now. Why? Because every weekends is my motivation. Every start of the week i will just look forward to the weekends. Weekends is when we can meet up and see each other, sayang each other and be really happy whenever we go and in whatever we do.

7 weeks has passed, so i'm only left with 6 more weeks to go? haha. Next week will be my field camp and then 4 more weeks to POP. Let's just hope everything will go smoothly for me in the remaining weeks..

Talking about field camp.. we will have 5 days w/o chatting with each other before sleep time and even in the day. Sigh.. I can't possibly bring a phone to the field site and i don't wanna tio any stupid confinements or whatever punishments. What to do? We can only endure that entire 5 days.. But to keep ourselves more positive, baby, just remember that we have each other in our hearts! I swear i'm gonna miss you like crazy!

Let's hope POP to come soon so i can "renovate" my room and then we can spend even more comfortable time at my house. There are so many things i wanna do with you after i POP.

Drive around with you.
Beach to cycle, BBQ, slack and see the sun set.
Eat good food all around in Singapore.
Slack at my house, listening to music, playing games together and watching shows together.
Go out for movie marathon.
Go on a shopping spree for clothes.
Take lots and lots of photos.
Buy more and more couple stuffs we can ever imagine.

Ah, i guess there's too many things to mention. haha.

p/s baby, don't always think so much ok? love like us is strong, bear that in mind. our 1 year is coming and let's look forward to it! ily.

Signing off,
BF

2009-07-26T21:57:00.014+08:00

So fast. He is in again.

Just get to see him yesterday and now he is gone from my side again. We have been making full use of the time from yesterday till today. Every hours, every minutes, every seconds, we have been sticking together. Side by side.

Reason being to do so, decided to stay over to company him due to time constraint that he is booking in on sunday. He love to see me staying over. Cause, he don't need to worry where I am, all he has to do is turn his head, & he can see me straight away. Also, we can get the feel of living together.

Yesterday (staying over at his house)

Shopping at jurong point
Had good food at 'New York'
~~Suppose to run together (forced by B)~~ phew he let me off
Back to his house. Watching individual's show.
Ordered mac. Double fillet-o-fish, seaweed fries + enjoying our show
Dragonica till 2am+
Sleep together

Today

Wakie together
Rush over to cck to have our breakfast at long john sliver
Back to his house
Dragonica together
Watch show
Dinner at his house
Send him to tampines
Bye bye B :(

Sigh. Just like movies, stories. There will be ending. Happy moments has to come to an end. This is where it end. Every sunday, random time.

Signing off,

2009-07-26T21:47:00.013+08:00

Home from sending B.

SAD

VERY SAD.

I CRIED.

-

I

I JUST...

I JUST SIMPLY...

I JUST SIMPLY HATE...

SUNDAY!

Signing off,
GF

2009-07-25T07:47:00.005+08:00

School been busy for me...

Yeah! B will be out later.. Wah, boring. Tml book in again. -.- Better than nothing =/

Signing off,

2009-07-19T21:45:00.016+08:00

After spending so many days together due to our sickness, it's sunday again our 'separation day'.Time to book in for him. Good timing for his booking time, 7.50pm. Can see him longer :)

As usual, send him over, had dinner at his house -.- Took bus from tampines back to yishun. B, miss you again even though we spent so many days together this week.

Presenting B's artwork!! He drew for me yesterday. So sweet of him :)

Both of us think that the lst pic is the nicest! Thanks B ah, for your effort. :)

Signing off,

2009-07-18T23:14:00.004+08:00

Woke up early in the morning. Went over to his house again. Rotted at his house.

Thanks B, for helping me to do my gems astronomy video assignment. Hehe. Had my dinner at his house again. -.- So paisseehhh ah. It is like automatically his mum will cook my share.

Signing off,
GF

2009-07-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

Today is his youngest brother birthday!

Went over to his house to meet him. Took bus to jurong point to shop for his brother's bday cake. Wanted to buy present for him but his mum told me not to. :(

In the end, got the cake from westmall's 'polar' shop.

Sang bday song to him together with his family. Eat cake and then joined their family to eat dinner. Man, B always make me feel so paiseh because always his mum treat me.

Happy Birthday to you, Ah xuan !

Signing off,
GF

2009-07-14T23:42:00.013+08:00

'B' the Copycat...

B always copycat me. I still remember the 2nd week of his army life, I told him I got sore throat. Immediately after a few days, he got sore throat also -.-

When my 2nd time of sore throat strike back again, he oso got sore throat. So we were like on and off of sickness till now. I just got my 2nd sore throat recovered. And yet, wth? the sore throat is back again yesterday and also give me a high fever of 38.4!!

Now, I'm better. Guess what, just recieved his call, saying he is back from his camp. He got 38.7 fever. Omg, higher than me! He said he purposely don't eat panadol to make the temperature higher so that he can get attend C to book out to see me. -.-

Good, he get to rest till sat. As for me, monday then i go school. Yeah! means this few days, we can get to see each other perhaps? if he recovered by tomorrow. WOOHOO! he just booked in on sunday and so fast we can get to see each other again!!

Omg, why are we always so fated?? This is getting so scary...

Our msn nick, 2 sick cat -.-

Signing off,
GF

2009-07-14T20:05:00.005+08:00

I'm getting better...

temperature already back to normal.

Sigh, I'm so scared yesterday. Got 38.4 fever. Was crying helplessly on my bed. Waiting for my mum to be back. I'm so scared it was H1N1. 38.4 was very high to me.

I keep crying yesterday because I'm scared. Also, B wasn't with me. I'm all alone. He only can give me his support on phone. I have to be strong, I'm all by myself now. Will go to school on next monday.

Signing off,
GF

2009-07-12T17:53:00.012+08:00

Not angry, not pissed off. Just purely disappointment.

Don't know what to say.

Don't know why bus ride from tampines to yishun was fast for me today. The aching of leg joint, shoulder and painess is killing me. Have to walk slowly.

Signing off,

2009-07-11T22:48:00.009+08:00

Wee, went to queenway's ikea just now! Took cab over there. Rich B.

B and I were shopping around to see which furniture suits his room! Waa, we look like newly wed couple just got their home. Come to ikea to pick furniture for our new house. Keke so sweet huh. B wrote down all the needed stuffs. He need a total of $200-300 to get all his stuffs.

B brought me to eat the ikea's well known sweddish-meatballs. I told him I never try before. He was like HUH? the sweddish-meatballs so well known. I know I sua ku -.- I only know the chicken wings is nice. Indeed, the meatballs were niceeeeeeeeee. I wanna eat again next time when I visit ikea again!

Shopped awhile at the anchor point and back to his house.

Signing off,
GF

2009-07-11T10:59:00.008+08:00

Yes! It's the 3rd time i'm booking out!

I went home alone ytd because baby in school. I told her to come my house after she finished school. Then, we went over to Bugis to exchange the couple watch newly bought, one of it was faulty. So took a trip there, exchanged, shopped around, bought my sling pouch, bought her cute shirt and then went for dinner at LJS.

Talking about food, it's been really a long time since we last ate any junks. We both had sore throat for the past 2 weeks. Haiyo, everything also so coincident, she got it, i got it also. So much of our chemistry? haha. But glad that she recovered. Me? I recovered then now tio again, lame -.- But nvm, should be a minor one i suppose.

After dinner we went walk walk around, took train back to Yishun and played photohunt! That's really our game, so long never play liao but eyes still as sharp as ever. hehe. Despite being tired, we still enjoy the nights out really. I can't say that life in NS suck, because we gotta look on the bright side of life. Sometimes, it's just the angle we look at things.

Ok, update soon again, she's at my house le. :D

Signing off,
BF

2009-07-10T22:55:00.007+08:00

Yes friday!!

Din get to fetch him from pasir ris. Got school. Damn damn. Sorry B :(

Anyway, went bugis to exchange our watch, dinner together and happily shopping just now.
Happy happy :)

~~Couple watches accomplished.~~

I love weekends. It is so good to have you by my side :)

Signing off,
GF

2009-07-09T22:32:00.011+08:00

I got defeated again..

The feeling is so terrible when missing someone.

Hello? Lye Soo Mui wake up please? Today is the last day of the week. Tomorrow he will be out.

add oil.

2009-07-08T19:04:00.010+08:00

Got all the stuffs from bugis while shopping with kuangling that B ordered me to buy, cap, couple watches except small sling bag

Upset...

I find the watch very meaningless.

Sigh...

I preferred to buy it together. Choosing together, looks better and loving, rather then paying me and asked me to buy it alone :( sad.

Signing off,
GF

2009-07-08T18:56:00.014+08:00

❤ Happy 11 months!!

Hope our love will always be strong ;p

Signing off,

2009-07-07T12:30:00.018+08:00

Looking back at the archieve,

I smiled.

On the memories we had,the post he wrote.

He blogged this blog most of the time, keeping it alive and always nag me for not blogging. Because of his efforts of blogging, there is memories of the past. I am so regret for not blogging last time, if not, there will be even more memories for us to flashback. The happy times together, the process of us growing up.

And now, he is in army, I shall take over his place and build more memories for us.

I miss the old times, where we can go out freely, shop here and there, eating, playing, k-boxing, etc. It is so hard to be back like last time. Things changed. I realised both of us had already grown up. We have to start thinking for our future. Money, flat, marriage, career, family.

Just now, B told me he wanna sign on, I know he wanna give me a better life.

But, OMG 5 years!!! Very long. Sob. Sad. Of course, I will defintely support him but I just feel like whining :(

For our future! I tahan!

Signing off,

2009-07-06T22:43:00.032+08:00

3 days left.

Sian, today B told me he might not be booking out on friday from next week onwards, unless he passed his napfa test. I was like 'HUH'!? because I knew he sure can't make it for his pull up. Sigh... he said, those who failed the napfa test have to book out on sat instead of friday.

Sigh...

We already got not enough days to spend times together, and yet now, one more day lesser.

and by the way, yoke yee ah!! you ah said you wanna vomit!!! don't friend you already!!! :(

Completed editing this picture :)

ily

Signing off,
GF

2009-07-05T22:30:00.010+08:00

Sigh.. I cried while talking to him just now. Don't know why I very miss him even though we just met a few hours ago. Comparing last week, I suck. No idea why I am so sad this week.

Last week, I still got the thoughts of 'Yeah yeah, 4 days apart only'. But this week, I was like 'sigh-ing here and there, 4 days!? very long!!', *tears rolling down*. Maybe is because of the H1N1 case. Afraid that I might not be able to see him on friday.

B, I miss you.

Signing off,
GF

2009-07-05T19:41:00.035+08:00

Wah... finally finish editing this blog. Been editing since just now, after sending B to pasir ris. B!! It is done! one of my task is completed. :)

Tasks that B gave me this week:

~~Re-edit couple blog with new blogskin~~
Combine our pictures together using photoscape
Look out for LED watch for us, his cap

Sigh, it is sunday. You know? I hate sundays the most. I will tend to be emo, sad, feel like crying. Because I know it is the day we have to be part. You go your way to pasir ris to book in, I go my way back home after sending you there. At this point of time, we have to start the count-down of days again.

So sad. I feel so sad right now. Though it is only 4 days that I have to tahan. But, because of the H1N1 cases, he might not be always out on friday. Sigh. Hopefully, tomorrow's school can keep me occupied.

Ahh! I WANT TO CRY IT OUT LOUD!!

Signing off ,
GF

2009-07-01T20:41:00.011+08:00

1 more days... (Weeee)

B called me 7-8 times per day. I wondered, why is he so slack everyday?? Good good good. Better for me anyway, can hear his voice and chitchat session with him. Haha. Yesh! friday is coming! meaning, I can watch ice age 3 (3D) soon!! Can't wait to watch that movie in 3D with B!

Have to run errand for him every week. This time round, lighter and marker. I am always his handy maid. Also, he had plenty of tasks for me. Gonna go ikea website to help him check things out, because he wanna decorate his room soon. Soon, we gonna go down to ikea! to choose furniture together.

Tomorrow last paper. Jiayou me.

Signing off,

PS: Our life.

2009-06-30T14:33:00.012+08:00

Finally there is some time for me to blog! As you know, school had already started which mean I rarely have time to blog. Currently, just finished my 2nd paper. Yes. 2 paper down. 1 more left on thursday. Previous 2 paper were ok too. No school for me tomorrow. Shiok shiok.

and....

2 more days apart for me and B to meet again!

Fast fast. Also, slowly slowly I am adapting to it. I am so happy when I woke up each day as the day is drawing near to friday. No problem at controlling my tears only sometimes, when B la, say those touching thing to me.

Wah, so worried this morning, because he told me he had flu and cough. Luckily, doctor told him it was just normal flu and cough. Phew.

Ok shall go take a nap first before I start mugging for my last paper!! :)

Signing off,
GF

PS: Forever you.

2009-06-26T11:44:00.003+08:00

Finally!!...

It's friday! the day he is out. Gonna prepare myself to fetch him :)

Signing off:
GF

2009-06-25T11:45:00.015+08:00

1 more day...

I don't know whether to continue counting or what. I am so sad right now. Guess what? He just called me saying 'Bad news', ' I might be quarantine for 1 more weeks due to the H1N1 cases for some safely measures', 'I will confirm with you again at night'. I think, most likely he has to be quarantine. Haiz. Just as I am gonna finish counting, this kind of thing happen. Now, I have to restart back to the 7 days of counting down.

Really, hell, hell, hell la!

Why must this happen to me? This add up to 3 weeks!! Which couple can tahan 3 weeks without seeing each other?? This 2 weeks confinement already make me half human half zombie and now, this bloody shit thing happen. I was so happy on the starting of tuesday you know? because i know friday is coming.

Why so unlucky huh? Bloody hell la. Few days ago, he still happily telling me, 'When I am out, we go watch transformer, spend time together, eat good foods etc'. Now,

IT CAN'T BE DONE ANYMORE!

I want to cry out loud!! But I can't! This is all fate!!

I really don't know how to describe my feeling now. Mixed feeling, irritated + piss off + sad + disappointed = ?????

Ultra super duper, MOODLESS!

B just called me again, I was so panic, nervous to hear the results,

Him: so what you think? (*disappointed tone*)
Me: haiz, must be tio quarantine already.
Him: have to be quarantine for 3 more weeks which make up to 1 month.
Me: huh!? SO LONG!? really meh? (*thinking to myself* sounds weird, must be bluffing me)
Him: hahaha, no la, can come out at friday! just that sir asked us to take care of ourself. Friday will be booking out within 1pm - 6pm.
Me: (*happy*, mood immediately changed), heheheehe phew.
Him: wah, just now when I heard that we gonna be quarantine for 1 more weeks, I feel so emo and sian. Already counting to the day liao then have to restart again. How you feel just now?
Me: me also!! have to restart counting!! I totally can't continue sleeping (was sleeping just now)

Both of us ended our call happily. Hahahahahahahahahahahaha. HAPPY HAPPY!

Ok, I am crazy already. Bye bye off to trim my eyebrow!

Signing off,
GF

PS: My love.

2009-06-25T11:45:00.014+08:00

OH OH OH!! Tomorrow!!!!! (*Jumping up and down)

Yes! Happy happy me. I must faster study later and make sure I familiar with it. Hehehehe. Haven't help him buy 2 facial mask yet, bth so ai mei. Also, have to help him buy new handphone.

B, so funny. So far, I have already recieved 5 different handphone number. Which mean, he had already borrowed hp from 5 different bunkmate just to call me to chat. Thickskin right?, buay paiseh one. But i like it :) He told his bunkmates that he feel weird without talking to me.

Yesterday he told me, our love is strong, he can feel it and said he still got 60 more years to show me what is love. Sometimes, people might think it is just a sweet talk. But, to me I really can feel it is from the bottom of his heart. He keep telling me, his face got rashes, pimples very cui. Always asked me whether I still want him or not? B, the answer I had told you, will always remain as that answer.

B, I always told myself not to cry anymore but, sometimes, what you said, always make me touched and cry. Your fault your fault!

Wah, till now, if I hear my phone ringing, I still feel very nervous. My heart beat so fast. Because, I am scared that at any time, there might be any changes on his booking out. Pray hard. Just a day to go.

Just hanged the phone with him. Both of us were so happy!!! Finally can get to see each other tomorrow!!!! He asked me to wait for him at pasir ris MRT station at 3pm.

Wahahaha

Just feel like singing one song.

You are my sunshine, My only sunshine.

You make me happy When skies are grey.

You'll never know, dear, How much I love you.

Please don't take my sunshine away

Signing off:
GF

PS: I heart you.

2009-06-23T11:46:00.003+08:00

2 more days...

Yes! soon!! it will be friday!! Seriously, I can't wait for that day to come. Finish studying my food flavours and biotech so far. I bet few days later, I will forget everything. Sigh. Hate school nowaday. I want to graduate asap.

Sian, yesterday was talking to B half way, then his second handphone no battery already. In the end have to call back using his fren's hp. We were like 'OMG how to tahan for 3 more days!' Guess he will only make one call today, that is during the night time by using phonecard maybe?

I'm so boliao. Went to calculate how many days left for B to serve finish his 2 year army.

365 x 2 = 730 days

So far, he is already inside for 11 days.

730 - 11 = 719 days

719 - 192(2 year of sat and sun) = 527 days left (What the.....)

Just rough idea of how many days left. I see the numbers I want to faint already. Sigh what a great amount of days to go. Haiz emo already.

Signing off,
GF

PS: You are the one.

2009-06-22T11:47:00.003+08:00

3 more days...(Still long for me)

Haiz, boring life. So hard to study. Next monday onwards gonna have MST. So boring at home. I'm so stubborn that I don't wanna get my feet off my house. I rather stay at home to be a boring person.

Stubborn me.

Haiz...

He told me he very guai, he went to see the doctor because of his leg and sore throat. He said to me happily that he can rest till thursday, then friday he will be out! He told me his backbone abit pain just now. Sigh, I feel so heartache. Already leg pain and sore throat, and now his backbone pain. Ah!! sob!

He keep telling me he can't wait to see me on friday! asked me to wear nice nice and wait for him at pasir ris then we cab home. He wanna me to stay in his house to accompany him until sunday. With this, I movitate myself. I keep forcing myself to study. Because I know I won't have the time to study on weekends. I must jiayou!

Just now while I was singing at the kitchen's window, mum came over and said:

Mum: wah, when ah bao got call you, you look so cheerful until can sing song. When no calls from him, you look so moodless and black face

Me: got meh?? (*smiling away)

She disturbed me just now by telling my dad, 'ehs somebody want to get marry already, she said she wanna marry at 25'.

I was like. zzzzzzzzzzzzz. On the second thought, I hope I can.

Just finish editing our pictures. Oh no! 1:22am now. Sorry B, have to send a late message to you.

Signing off,
GF

PS: Just you and me.

2009-06-21T11:47:00.003+08:00

Sunday sunday! End of weekend! This means...

4 more days!....

Later, gonna make a trip to his house to visit his family and pass some of the things I bought from genting. Thought of driving there, but he doesn't allow me to do so because he worries on my safely. Afterall, I'm still a beginner.

Have to take mrt there instead.

While I'm on my way to his house, I feel so emo. He used to fetch me from the bus stop and now he is not. Walking on the familiar path to his house, make me feel so sad, because right now, I have to walk it alone. Whenever I go his house, I hardly sit down and have nice conversation with his mother. Cause, I always have to accompany him. Today, chat alot with his mum and also his dad. Happy conversation with her. Spend 2 hours there. B, you die haha. When I reached the stage whereby I am very close with your mum, you better becareful. I can intrude your house anytime :)

While I'm on my way back home, I keep smiling to myself because I am happy of the performance I did today. Home sweet home at 4 something. He keep calling me to ask me how is the things going on in his house?

Mum so sudden, asked me to drive to his house to pass his family durians. I keep rejecting because I know he don't want me to drive. Heard from him that his mum loves durian. No choice, I broke the rule, and drive in order to be filial to his mum.

Told him just now on phone, 'I am prepared to get scolding'. Luckily, he didn't blame me.

I thought it was suppose to be a happy day for me today. In the end, I cry alot just now. Wet phone, wet pillows, wet face. Probably due to some of the stress, mentally tired and the negative thoughts. Seriously, I hate the pessimistic me. Always make me think of this and that when I know it will never happen. I am tired of thinking already. Really.

I am tired now. Don't wanna study anymore. Wanna go sleep instead.

Signing off,
GF

PS: Only you.

2009-06-20T11:48:00.002+08:00

5 more days...

Nowadays, I'm getting real skinny. I'm back to my weight of thirties. No appetite at all.

He said if he found out that I have lose some of the weight when he is out on friday, he gonna stop going out with me :( B, not I don't want to eat, is my stomach don't want to adsorb.

Haiz, he told me he got sore throat also few days ago. So coincidentally. That is what we called 'our telepathy'. He kinda no voice when he talks to me. Gonna buy some sore throat sweets for him when he is out. In case it happen again when he is inside.

Later going back grandma's house. Can drive. Currently, studying. Hope a fast day for me today!

His mum called me just now,telling me to tell b to see doctor because of his sore throat and leg pain. B, see? two ladies here worrying for you, fortuntate ok!

So you better really take good care of yourself. Don't let us worry.

Signing off:
GF

PS: You definitely worth my sacrifice

2009-06-19T11:48:00.004+08:00

It's 'Friday' today.

6 more days....

Can't sleep at all yesterday night. Tossing here and there till 12 something am and I'm still not yet asleep due to the pain from my throat. Very pain.

It is getting better now.

Went with mum to amk hub just now. Wasted my food again. $4 of mee, I only eat like $1 of the mee. I wanna force myself to eat, but I feel like vomiting already. Took my medicine and continue with the shopping.

I was happy, he called me just now while I'm shopping. Tahan-ed my tears as I'm outside. Back home at 4 something.

While doing my work, I recieved his sms. I cried. Misses him :'(

Will be camping for his call later at night.

Signing off:
GF

PS: You are my last stop.

2009-06-18T11:49:00.004+08:00

7 days more... exactly 1 weeks time.

Went to school today to do fyp with my group members, followed by watching dvd in the library. Finally, some activities to keep me occupy. I thought I was 'ok' because I seems to be happily talking away with my friends in school, forgetting the sadness. But when I'm on my way back home, the 'ok' become not 'ok'.

I starts to think of him again when I see army guys on the train, wondering is he having good life inside? At that moment of thoughts, my eyes start to get watery.

Reached yishun, tapped my card and walk back home. He used to chat with me while I'm on my way back home. For now, it is not. What I can do is to listen to my ipod songs. He didn't call me today. Not a single call. Negative thoughts start to fill my mind. I starts to worry. The moment I reached home, I hear phone ringing but I guess it isn't mine. Mum picked up and told me, 'Eh your ah bao on the line'. So happy, I quickly open the door, rush in to talk to him. I burst into tears when I talk to him. I really really miss him.

At night, he called me again. Telling me to be guai. Always question me,

Got do your homeworks, reports, study?
Got drink water?
Still got cry?
What time wake up today?

I will always answer with a sobby tone, 'have'

When hanging, he will also question me,

Tomorrow, what time must you wake up?
What time you must sleep?
What must you do?
How many bottles of water must you drink?

Me: 8.00am
Me: 10.30pm
Me: reports, study for MST
Me: 2 bottles

Everynight, before I sleep I will send him goodnight message because he wanna see in the morning, and he will reply me with goodmorning message.

Signing off,
GF

PS: I miss that familiar face of yours, always there disturbing me, cheering me up, joking with me.

2009-06-17T23:00:00.003+08:00

He called me 5 times today. Telling me to be guai and obey the schedule, do my homework, study, drink water. B, I'm better already. I didn't cry already. My throat damn pain today.

8 more days....... (opps, sorry b, you said cannot count because the more we count the more slower it is)

But I just can't stop myself from counting. I really really wanna see you asap. My eyes still very sore because of the crying for so many days.

Went to see doctor just now. Sick. Sore throat. Haiz. The pain is killing me. Went to ask the doctor about my heartbeat and my intestine too. The doctor ask me to count my pulse for one min to check whether I got normal heartbeat but I still havent do it. As for my intestine, if the pain happen again, must go and look for him.

Feeling so weak now.

Signing off,
GF

PS: My si botak, faster come back.

2009-06-16T11:50:00.003+08:00

Finally, I decided to come here to blog after adjusting my feelings and mood for this few days. I feel better already. But, I'm still not completely adapt to our new life. I'm slowly adapting, and also feeling better with his calls everyday. He called me 6 times today. With his 6 calls, I feel better at controlling my tears. At times, I still will cry.

I went for a jog in the evening. Just wanna find some activities to occupy my time. In the end, I walk all the way. I feel so giddy, so tired after the jog. I'm so lousy and weak. At night, he called me and we chat. He gave me a new schedule. He wanted me to wake up everyday at 8am and sleep at 10.30pm with him. Healthy lifestyle for me and also he can accompany me to chat till I sleep. He ordered me to drink 6 cups of water!! So much!!! B, I will obey your instructions and be guai :)

Wah, b, u changed your password, I remember I told ya I wanted to blog my feelings at your blog and you said "NO" because you don't want to see me sad and told me you wanted to change the password to prevent me from coming, I thought you were kidding and you really did it!!! Haha, luckily ah your new password is easy to guess. Try harder next time. :)

Day 1 (12 June) :

This day is a hell day for me. I keep holding my handphone beside me just to wait for his call and sms. Making sure my handphone's ringtone is on, full batt etc. Keep checking my handphone to see whether there is any message sent by him. In the afternoon, he called me to tell me he has already settled down. I cried when I talk to him. I keep crying and telling him I miss him. When I bath, I cried. When I play my sim3, I cried too. Whatever I do, I cry because I can't help myself to stop thinking about him. He said he gonna call me at 9.30pm so I camp for his call. I cried when I picked up his call. He is always the optimistic while I'm always the pesstimtic.

But this time round, by his tone, I can feel that, he really miss me alot and his home and he keep 'haiz-ing' here and there, telling me he hate army life. I should be the one comforting him but, as usual, I'm always the cry baby one, crying here and there. He told me he really miss me. I always cry real hard after hearing this. He told me he gonna miss me for this 2 days as I'm going to genting tomorrow, I cry again because I also will miss him. When we ended our conversation with our 3 usual sentence, I cry ever harder.

Day 2 (13 June) :

The day I have to go genting. I woke up at 5 something by mum to prepare. To my surprise, he still managed to call me before leaving my house. I thought my feeling was 'ok' already but I still cry when I talk to him. He told me he can't sleep because he really miss me alot and home. Whenever he think of me, he will feel like crying too. Same as me. He told me, the sergeant ask if he is ok in the middle of the night because he saw him still awake on the bed. When he told me this, I can picture this scene in my mind, which make me wanna cry. Because he is like suffering inside. Once again, we ended with our 3 usual sentence. I cried. He told me to take care while going genting. I promised him.

During the trip, I cried when I listen to our songs, videos. I keep hearing the songs we sang just to hear his voice and use it to accompany me while my trip to genting. B, the song 'Wu ding' sang by us really very nice. I gave my mum hear, she also say nice. B, I'm looking forward to sing the jay version 'Wu ding' rather than the Jacky wu with you. Mum keep asking about him. I try to avoid as much as possible to prevent myself from crying in front of them. I told them I wanna to get marry at age of 25. Told them lots of stuffs about us. Dad and mum keep smiling away because of the way I answered. You know my mum always like to joke about you and me.

When we reached the temple, mum suddenly sounds very panic, and quickly whisper to me.

Her: Ehs! come here already still don't want to help him pray ah? Faster go and take the incense sticks and help ah bao pray.

Me: (*still blur blur looking at people praying)

Me: ORH! YA HOR! (*faster get my sticks and starts praying) bla bla bla

Dinner time, I eat very little. My stomach gets upset easily when I'm sad. No choice, if I force myself, I will feel like vomiting. I hear screaming from the people in the roller coaster, I screamed with them to let me feel better. Night time, I can't sleep because he is always there to make me fall asleep by chatting. Without his voice, I really cmi.

Day 3 (14 June) :

Lack of sleep. I can feel my eyes are burning. Today, we gonna play at the outdoor and the indoor. I play real hard. My last stop of the day, movie 'Blood'. Watching movie make me remind of him again. He is always beside me but for now, he is not. I try to stay cool and stop thinking about him and continue to concentrate on my show. I keep telling myself, I have to enjoy and stop thinking about him first, if not I will be damn damn shag. Let me take a rest. Let me play until I damn damn tired so that I can sleep easily at night. I did it.

B, I bought you a bear with famous amos cookies in it. You said that you need some plushie to decorate your computer's desk , so I bought you this bear to display on your computer desk. B, I also bought the same chocolate for you like last time. This time round, it is written as 'I miss you' unlike the first one 'I love you'.

Day 4 (15 June):

Yes. Going back singapore. I always find that the journey back home is always faster but I don't know why it is so slow today. Perhaps I can't wait to hear his voice. During the journey, I keep having negative thoughts. 'Why is my life so lifeless?', 'Why I feel so empty! I feel like I'm just like a empty shell with no soul in it'. When I reached singapore it is already 8 something. Just half an hours more to 9.30pm, I believed he will call me for sure. I just can't wait to chat with him. But, somehow, I feel damn damn sick. Feel like vomiting and I feel like I'm gonna have a fever.

Once I reached home, I really feel damn sick. I quickly brush my teeth and lie on my bed to wait for his call and rest at the same time. At around 10 something, I recieved his call. He said he was so happy when he hear the line getting through and my voice. He told me he misses me damn lots and finally I'm back. I keep crying because I really miss him alot. He told me alot of stuffs on his army. He told me that his friends asked about his gf. He told them he is serious and wanna marry me. I cried because I feel happy.

His sergeant asked him some questions for survey. 'So how's you and your gf?', 'Afraid she might run away?' he told me he replied, 'No, and.... (Sorry I've forgotten. I shall let him fill this blank when he is back). Anyway, I cried when I hear his answer, touched. And, he is slowly back to his normal, his optimistic character. Cheering me up, and comforting me, asking me to stop crying because he feel so heartbroken when he hear me cry. He told me, at times when he is training, he will think of me, and will starts to lost concentration which can easily injure himself. To prevent injuries, he has to stop thinking about me because he don't want to let me worry on his safely. But sometimes, he said he will use me to give him motivation. I just feel like crying when I hear all this. So pitiful.

The 3 usual sentence, and we hanged. Immediately I feel my fever and vomiting symptom have gone. Suddenly, I feel so much better after chatting with him. I'm easy to get 'Lovesick'.

Signing off,
GF

PS: B, my mum keep telling me to tell you faster go get a passport, then when you ORD, she wanna bring you go genting

2009-05-11T15:44:00.000+08:00

Blowing each other's mind.

2009-03-31T02:35:00.002+08:00

Random photo of the day:

posted by bao.

2009-03-29T23:38:00.002+08:00

went to Mui's house today.

someone came over to DRIVE me leh. haha she was somewhere near my house with her parents. ok rather, beside my block only because they went visiting her auntie. i was very quiet in the car, paiseh ma.

helped her out with her IA logbook lor (see, make use of me LOL jk), as well as trying very very hard to install Call of Duty 4 on my laptop. maybe my comp too cui already, keep getting errors. -.- really must get new comp to play games.

had dinner at her house because her Dad's cooking. i swear her Dad is really a G.O.O.D cook eh, but i wonder why Mui always eat so lil'. -.-

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see, i'm always the one updating. become my permanent job now lor. if i never update, who will update?! sad. always got bully by her.. anyone can help save me?

will greatly appreciate your help. ^^

posted by bao.

2009-03-28T23:21:00.002+08:00

Photo of the day:

posted by bao.

2009-03-22T00:20:00.007+08:00

a long day with Mui today.

in the noon, i met her up at Gombak for our lunch. haha we had some economical nasi lemak, cheap and good. after that, she came over to my house for some movies and to install stuffs on her laptop. slack and slack...

in the evening, we headed over to Bugis for shopping! her aim was to get clothes and mine, to get my earrings. she bought some tank tops and i finally got my earrings. :D we are both happy people. haha

before that we didn't have anything for dinner. so dinner was at Wong Kok Cha Chang Teng? a HK cafe that sells really nice cheese baked rice with fillet. the fillet is omg so soft... together with italian sauce, it's heaven!!

after a good dinner, how can we forget about dessert right?! we had grass jelly at Ah Chew's dessert shop behind Bugis Junction. not too sweet, not too plain, everything was good. :D

Mui drove me to station today and something serious happened. she followed blindly behind a car w/o checking for pedestrians (green light flashing).... and there's this pedestrian who was attempting to cross the road but took a step backwards seeing that Mui didn't stop.

but she was blur for a reason, here it goes.. after we took off in the car park, while we were on the road, we then noticed that the wing mirrors are not folded out! omg changing of lanes depends heavily on this. this is the reason why she lost her cool.

anyway, we stopped at the road side to start over again. phew. it's good to learn and improve. :D no worries mui, jiayou!

posted by bao.

2009-03-21T12:06:00.004+08:00

see, see, i knew it! i knew Mui wouldn't update. :(

ytd i went to collect her laptop. finally her laptop is back, now can play games tgt. come my house also can bring laptop along, watch shows etc. :D having a laptop is really good, so portable.

anyway, we caught Street Fighter: The Legend of Chun-Li in the evening. omg the show was really not up to expectations at all. prolly too far away from the original Street Fighter? damn, wasted 20 bucks on a lousy show. near the end of it, we weren't paying much attention already. -_-

after movie, we headed to ChongPang for supper. haha we didn't have dinner so must at least eat something to fill the tummy up. as usual, i had my beancurd and you tiao. this time round, Mui ordered the grass jelly thingy. i think it's new? not so sure. the overall taste was good, but maybe a lil' too sweet.

then i sent her home lor. thought she's gonna drive me to station, then bluff me in the end. LOL JK.

Mui is coming over now, and we'll prolly be going Bugis to shop later. let's bet, when she sees me, she's gonna say "very tired today". 100 bucks!

posted by bao.

2009-03-18T18:39:00.004+08:00

dear readers, good news to share.

me + mui = we both pass the exams!

mui did surprisingly better than what she expects. see, i told her, she always worry about something that wouldn't happen. she did put in efforts, so i see no reason why she wouldn't do well.

as for me, the results weren't what i expected. for 1/2 subjects, i got pulled down by the lab tests. fyp pulled down my overall gpa because it holds 2 modules' credits. fucking suck but no choice, i gotta accept it.

right now, let's look forward to the mini-celebration on sat. =D

posted by bao

2009-03-18T01:24:00.008+08:00

after a few weeks of enjoyment in the holidays, the result day is finally here. mui's at 9am while mine's at 1pm.

i'm not quite worried about my subjects but more to my FYP. i'm actually quite confident with my subjects. unbelievable isn't it? this time round the papers seem easy and at least i know, i did put in efforts. as for FYP, i know it's kinda gone case, however i still hope i can get at least a C... sigh.

mui's pretty much affected by this day. she's afraid to see negative stuffs which i think she won't. i'm quite confident about it that she will not forward. so mui, if you see this, please be a lil' more confident and cheer up more! no matter what i'm here for you, as usual.

anyway, here's the plan, pass tml and celebrate on sat. =)

posted by bao

2009-03-17T00:38:00.005+08:00

lack of updates right? it's holidays now, mui's having her IA and i'm having my long long holidays till the day i'm enlisted. these few weeks, we've been watching quite a number of movies. movie marathon? haha

let me update abit on my social/personal life.

mui's having her IA now. everything about it is great so far. nice colleagues.. good working environment, as in the buildings and facilities.. besides her pathetic pay, i think everything is fine.

her job scope is to make ice-cream, milk, dairy products etc etc. she also has sensory tests, technical term for food tasting lah. so basically she has been eating lots of junk food ON HER OWN ACCORD. i did remind her not to eat so much, unhealthy.

what if she becomes a fatty bom-bom when school reopens? hahahaha
me? i'm having a hell long holiday till the enlistment day. i haven't gotten the letter tho, but seriously the thought of it is sian... girls will never understand the feeling of being isolated for 2 bloody years.

all i do all day long is to wake up, eat, play, watch shows and then prolly end of day. omg life's in such a mundane. i want to work but there's no attractive part-time jobs out there. hope for more events coming up!

haven't been catching up with friends lately, perhaps soon k?

will update soon again. ciao.

posted by bao

2009-03-08T02:44:00.007+08:00

this post is not according to the date.

i rented a car finally! dad sponsored the money for the rental, petrol etc. i got the hyundai matrix cause it was a last minute rental so honda fit wasn't available.

i was rather nervous when i got the car lah, but once the engine started, the form is back. i drove around with my dad, trying to know routes. beginner, of course i get to do lots of u-turns. haha

at around evening, i told mui i'm gonna fetch her at woodlands. i think there's some miscommunication, thus i went to woodlands while she's at yishun. -_- i was fucking lost but managed to find my way to yishun.

i'm really sorry to have make mui waited. i guess she waited for like an hour for everything. but anyway, we went over to tampines for dinner because i missed the exit to amk.. after which, drove around to relax.

we went over to her ahma's house. just outside only, never go in, too early for that lol. then her turn to drive, she drove us back to yishun. from yishun, she led me the way back to gombak, afraid that i couldn't find the path back.

ok here's the part, the part that i felt really guilty. she took a train home herself because she's worried about my safety if i send her back and then come back home again because it would be around 12-1am. sigh.

no doubt, next time will be better. =)

posted by bao

2009-03-01T12:26:00.006+08:00

exams period recently, thus explains the lack of updates. :/

anyway, it's over now so say hurray! too bad mui's having her IA. this means lesser time together but with a positive thinking, i can actually find time to get a job and earn more money for our future LOL.

these few days really slack alot. we go to each other's house almost every alternate days. we sleep, we play, we chat, we watch shows.. practically a lot of stuffs. haha life's always good when you got your love one by your side. k, getting mushy..

oh, i'm renting a car soon, so watch out for the next few posts. :P

posted by bao

2009-02-26T23:00:00.006+08:00

right after the exams, which is sometime ago (forgotten the date), we went to the kbox! it's suppose to be some sort of celebration for the ending of exams. haha

this time round we are more hyper i guess? no more video-ing but more to the sound recording with our phones. we recorded our voices when we sing, for memorable purposes of course. the initial thoughts was to post it in this blog but come to think of it, i'm quite paiseh about it LOL.

we had hell lots of fun there. every single time we go to the kbox, we sure have lots of fun. and, after such exhausting activity, good food definitely revives you. we had dinner at amk, followed by a supper at chongpang - beancurd/you tiao.

okay, ciao.

posted by bao

2009-02-14T11:59:00.009+08:00

it's been really long since we last updated? blame mui not me, she's just too plain lazy.. hahaha alright, let's start with the Valentine's day.

it's such a coincidence that she's having her TP in the morning of such big day. she's stress, me too, cause if she fails this means we needn't have to celebrate anymore right?

so i waited at bbdc since morning, praying and hoping.. the prayers were answered and she passed! it's like a double happiness right? wow, having licence on a V'day yo.

followed her back to her house and waited for her to get dress up. we had pepper lunch and caught the movie, underworld: rise of the lycans. great day accompanied with a great lunch and movie. haha

now, here comes the important part.

i booked a restaurant at clarke quay after knowing that she passed. the restaurant is simply too nice to describe. as in the ambience... the table settings... it's quiet and cosy. the food is nice and the price is reasonable/affordable.

after such sumptuous dinner, we took a stroll at the riverside. omg lor the night seems to be extraordinary romantic and beautiful. you can really feel the love in the air with so many couples around.

Blessed, blissful & Happy V'day to all singles/couples. :)

posted by bao

2009-01-17T23:25:00.027+08:00

Met hearty!! Finally~ so poor thing cause only one week one time. Yeah yeah went amk's KBOX this time round to train our singing and take videos~ so fun. We kept practicing before taking the video. But i still sound awful after the recording. Sang for 5hrs! Omg we were like half dead!! not enuff energy. Lousy us. After that, went long john for our dinner. We kept watching the video while eating. We were all luffing away on the video lor. Haha.

After our dinner, went back northpoint to print our photos. Hearty gonna keep it in his wallet. Woo, the photos is damn nice after printing it out. Yeah yeah. Home sweet home after that (:

Videos we took! *New! (Party world vs Kbox)

We are just having fun. Anihow sing one. Took these videos for fun.

Solos

An jing le (kbox)

LOL~ sing until no energy to hit the note =X

Shuo ai ni

Got ah gua singing inside leh. lmao la

Wo ke yi (party world)

somebody so pro

Jia gei wo

The tagged - team

1. Lian ai da ren

2nd attempt: (kbox)

lst attempt (party world) LOL our singing is like cui like hell. Cause we are playing ard.

2. Lian ai ping lui

LOL. tried my best ardy. Too high >.<

3. Jin tian ni yao jia gei wo

2009-01-11T23:15:00.015+08:00

i've been waiting for this particular Sunday since last wed! t's gonna be my belated birthday celebration, so here it is.

we met up at around 1pm today. we were all dressed up - she in her tube dress, me in my quite-formal attire. aha. i love it when she's in her tube dress.

the plans were decided by her because i'm the birthday boy. heh.

ongbak 2
subway for lunch
partyworld KTV
gelare
stroll around

we had a quick lunch and went up for this movie lor. everything about that show sucks except for the couple seats we were on. wah, maybe because i long time never get couple seats already that's why i feel that it was exceptionally spacious and comfortable. aha!

after a lousy show, it's time for some activities to brighten up our day. so, all of a sudden, we decided to head for the partyworld since mui forgot to bring her kbox member card.

omg, we took lots of photos there lor. we got plenty of videos of us singing together and individually. mui's right, it will serve as some sort of memories whenever we're apart. let's say when i'm in the NS..

we laughed, we played, we talked, we sang.. just so much fun together!

everything was seemingly good except for the fact that time flies whenever you're enjoying. nevertheless, the night was still good for a lil' stroll around the town area. the feeling was never that great before.

thanks for the wallet and everything mui, love you. :P

So mesmerising.. can't take my eyes of her.

p/s i'll upload the videos of us singing soon k!

posted by bao

2009-01-01T18:45:00.009+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR WORLD!

It's a brand new year, so new resolutions has to be set. I hope for everything about Muimui and us. May the future shines brightly for us!

Back to the topic, New year eve right?

It was both of virgin visit to this Astons at the Cathay. I got recommended to this place by my poly-mate. He said the food there is nice, affordable and the dining atmosphere is good. Good food means need to bring GF there because SHE IS A GLUTTON! aha.

My friend was right, the food there, or rather the everything there, except the waiting time (approx 1hr), was really good. Simple and nice.

After which, we caught Bedtime stories. Another good show from Adam Sandler. All his movies never fail to disappoint me. We had good laughs in the cinema haha. I'm sure almost everyone in the cinema had.

After the movie, in another hour, 2009 will arrive! We quickly took pace and headed over to Esplanade for fireworks. Omg, this year's fireworks, as in the display of patterns, is so much beautiful than that of last year. We were quite mesmerised by it.

2009, i love baby.

2008-12-26T00:30:00.002+08:00

Woo, sleep until song after a long long day.

Woke up, bathe, do hair and went to meet GF! Yes yes, i remembered to bring my presents along. aha.

Met up already, we headed over to ChongPang, thinking of having the Thai food today but too bad it's quite pack there and for some personal reasons we changed the venue.

Muimui told me that there's another branch somewhere down the road, so we went there to eat. The distance was hell, seriously. Not near at all eh, we took like a 20 mins walk down? But wait, good food are worth the efforts right? hehe.

Ordered the usual food - Kang kong, fried sotong and honey chicken. I think the main branch is much more nicer. Ok, maybe i was really hungry by then lol. First time Muimui acutally eat 2 bowls of rice leh, becoming more like me now.

After dinner, it was time for gifts xchange. So, we took a bloody long walk from there to Muimui's house. Walked half way, Muimui wanna shit, so we took on a faster pace. LOL.

Below are the 2 gifts she gave me. If you wanna know what i gave her, ask her to blog =x And, heartache that she spends so much on my gifts zz.

2008-12-25T09:07:00.004+08:00

Hohoho, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Ytd:
Woke up early in the morning just to play C&C with Muimui. LOL. Yes we are crazy gamers? But the game is really fun ah. We play and play until we forget the time cause we were suppose to meet co. for dinner!

Hurried finish the game and met up with each other. We were brought to this particular Myanmar restaurant. Everyone ordered almost different kind of food. Hmm, the food was alright, nothing special about it imo.

After food, someone suggested that we go pub for a drink. Being someone who likes to drink, i'm of course ok with it. Wait wait, Muimui was there also, so i got no chance to drink :(

We walked and walked, from pub to pub, trying to find a pub which has enough space to accomodate almost 20 of us. But too bad, in the end we settled in front of Esplanade's stage. Daidee, drink, talk, enjoy the sceneries and talk love with Muimui in a beautiful night.

Once the sun hangs up high in the sky, we took train home!

I'm gonna sleep and meet Muimui for xmas gift exchange and dinner later!

2008-12-20T14:28:00.006+08:00

Hearty asked him to accompany him to watch 'IP MAN'. I thought the show sucks cause I dont really like watching chinese movie in theater. After watching, OMG the show ROCKS!!!! Man, the feeling is like wahh why the show ended so fast. INDEED A GOOD SHOW. THUMB UP!

Brought hearty to chong pang famous tau hua shop. Ordered 2x you tian and one 'cold' tau hua. Yummy.

Then back home. Thats all about it (:

Signing off,
GF

2008-12-17T12:18:00.004+08:00

Haha. To be fair today is hearty's turn to come my house cause ytd i went to his house. So we continue doing my assignment. Watch abit 小娘惹, play abit psp. Mum cooked us dinner. Fried rice. When hearty gonna go home, my mum gave him a big plastic of things, bags, pens, umbrella, potato chips etc. LOL. Funny lor.

Ahh.. still cant get my assignment done.

Signing off,
GF

2008-12-16T23:59:00.004+08:00

Went hearty house to asked him help me do my holiday assignment. Hearty came and fetch me at yishun cause he wanna challenge me DJ MAX while on our way to his house. At least I wont feel so bored during the mrt trip. After that pei him watch 小娘惹. Intro him to watch cause 小娘惹 this show is quite nice. Been chiong-ing for this few day. So SAD LA this show make me cry and cry.

Had my dinner at his house. So paiseh. After eating continue watching. Left his house at 10+pm.

TAN LYE POH 你也会有今天!!
HAHAHAHA!!! WHAT A FUNNY DAY I HAD 2DAY!!

Signing off,
GF